Saturday, June 1, 2013

Self Sabotage

So I was making breakfast for my kids this morning.  I turned around to see my 2 yr old grabbing the carton of eggs. Just about to fall to the ground I lept across the kitchen and Splat!  I did a horribly painful wishbone split. Couldn't get off the floor for awhile due to my hip in shooting pain. Jammed my knee and hurt my forearm and wrist. My first thought was "this is bad,  I might have broken something". My second thought was "I don't have insurance and I don't have time to be injured". My third thought was....."oh yeah....this was one of the reasons I started losing weight. Because they wouldn't approve me at the height and weight I was.". Now sitting here as my body gets more sore by the minute I reflect on being fed up with sabotaging my own weight loss...every single time. All the snicker bars and crunchy salty chips in the world can not replace the gratification of enjoying life with my family. This life is already short enough as it tired of knocking years off of my own life by making poor food choices. Food or family. ...what is my choice going to be. When am I going to choose my own health and my family over a vat of cookies. When is enough enough?  The time is now. My time is season of being unlocked and free is now.

Where are you at with your own journey?

1 comment:

  1. You can do it Janie. I believe in you. Hang in there and take charge of your future. Love you more that life itself.